kore is kaagaz ki kori zubaani.....

Kore is kaagaz ki kori zubaani,

Karna hai bayaan kuch to roohaani,

Thami is kalam ko jagata,

yaadon main khoya hai na jaane kaisa ik pehra...

Hai us dard ki mili ik panah hume,

Dard ko meetha kar dulaarti hume.

Ik shabd jo panch saalon se tha kahin kho rha,

keval dil ke jharokhon se ik meethi yaad si tarap har dum deta rehta.

ik chote se naatak ki ik choti si bhumika main,

hai phir mere mukh se ab nikalta....

Us hastey chehre ke piche ki roti tasveer ko ,

Kabhi dulaarta, kabhi puchkarta,, to kabhi aankhon main nami bhi le aata.....

Bhagwaan zulmi hai ki nhi; main nhi jaanti,?!!!

Us sadme ko jhel bhi, hoon aaj bhi us par vishvaas rakhti!!

Shayad us dard ki tarap se isi karan hoon bachti??!!

vo shabd nhi hai naya ya purana,

vo shabd to hai mere liye khud se bhi apna.

Shayad jinke paas hai, unhe kadar nhi,

Aur jinhone kho diya, unhe kabhi sabar nhi....

Maine to kho kar bhi dil main samet rakha hai kahin...

Mere liye to ek nanhi si pari ke mooh se nikla "papa" hai vo shabd,

Tha khoya jinhe, yaadon me simta hai ab...

Shayad zindagi main aise ghum ki zubaan nhi hoti,

bas soch ke sagar me lipti, kabhi byaan nhi hoti...

phir shaayri ka aks liye ,

bal khati hui nadiya ki tarah, hai beh nikalti,

dil me chipe un aansuon ki pehchaan hai phir banti....!!!! 

Who Is GOD????

                                                

I consider this as one of the most debatable topic that Is God there or in an even better version: Who actually is God n where is He???!!!

These interrelated questions very often leave us on the verge of some unanswerable dilemmatic states…!!!

Indeed I belong to a very spiritual and religious family (that doesn’t mean biased or superstitious, as we often relate the word religious with being biased n superstitious somewhere), I have some very different view about all this….

According to my perception, I believe in an eternal power that is capable of building positive energy in us… Whatever provides us that eternal peace, happiness, that charisma, the divine rays, the soothing touch, a fragrant environment, everywhere just an aura of happiness- is that POSITIVE ENERGY… This is where you rule everything…nd I really mean that…!! You actually rule whatever is happening with you…!!!

If this all is synonymous to the word GOD then I must say that m a firm believer of God…or speaking it in a little techie way then it seems to me like a PROTOCOL…Don’t confuse the word protocol with any set of rules!! Coz This way it would make me feel very heavy  :p .. It simply means that if we maintain that positive energy in us, then v have the power of doing anything coz we are now making the world around us. Nd it is not the world in whose hands we are just mere puppets…!!!

Please note that whatever I have said nowhere means that there is existence of God in murtis,  or mandirs or at any such similar places!!! This might look very rude to many…!! But its really so… According to me these things or places only make out an easier way to link or connect ourselves with that power …that source of positive energy…coz ultimately our THOUGHTS make or break anything as is said “your thoughts become your destiny!!!” …

If places like mandis, masjids, churches  make one feel better then one must definitely go there but if these places r just for chadhavaas then no need to go n waste anything there… I truly believe in the phrase “My inner Voice”… I feel this to be God coz this never ever says wrong…N this voice is nowhere to be confused with Dil, Dimag or Mann… This is the voice of truth, the voice of purity that persists in you even in the worst times of your lives…If we are able to see and utilize this power, this energy in us; for ourselves n for others , then each one of us is God…!!!

One more thing that I wish to mention : we often say live life for others, do good for others, think about others before your own self etc etc….But I believe In something if not opposite then at least different than all this…!!!!

For me, till you don’t love yourself, you can’t , you just cannot really love or do good to anyone else…!!! First learn to love, value yourself and then when you are in parity with your inner self and are internally happy n pure, then u’ll automatically love others n do good for them…At this point of time it would nowhere be under any pressure of responsibility or anything else…It would be all so natural and automatic….That charisma, happiness, charm, purity in you will itself get reflected in others…. JJJJ

So in a quality approach if I see, then I don’t find the need of anything from outside if you have that internal peace coz in this case you are yourself the home of God. Nd if you don’t possess this then no chadhavaas, murti pujas, guru making etc can help… Instead helping the needy is a far better option in fact one of the best options to have that internal satisfaction…

So having said so many things, m not against anything till your inner voice permits you and you find that eternal peace in it…

So just Love Life, Live Life , Love yourself and the whole universe will reflect back its Love for you…nd you’ll witness what is called MIRACLE n the MAGIC of Life…JJJ

This is the SECRET of GOD and Life…. J <3

                                                                       

These all things are purely my perceptions and my personal believes and are written with no motive of hurting anyone’s feelings.

kuch aisi hai vo

Wanted to write on such a topic from a long tym...
Watching the show "Satyamev Jayate" left me spell bound and here i am with my writing-cum-poem...Hope you like this...

" कुछ ऐसी है वो "

इस असीम दुनिया का इक छोटा सा अंग बन्ने जा रही हूँ मैं,

आज अपने दिल की धरकन, सुन पा रही हूँ  मैं |

करवट बदलती , कोक में तेरी ,पल रही हूँ मैं,

गर्व महसूस करती कि माँ तेरा अंश हूँ मैं |

तुझमे आज तो हूँ समायी हुई,

कुछ समय में इस सुन्दर जग का हिस्सा बन्ने की ताकत संजो रही हूँ मैं,

फक्र  है तुझपे माँ कि इस दुराचारी समाज में रहते हुए बेटी बन आ रही हूँ मैं |

तो आज खोली हैं आंखें उस नन्ही कली ने,

और माँ का स्पर्श लिया हे उसने |

धीरे -धीरे अपने नाज़ुक नन्हे क़दमों से चलने लगी है वो,

पूर्ण समर्पित हो, अपने परिवार की आँखों से,

ये दुनिया देख रही है वो |

खूब नाजों से पल, आज पढ़-लिख स्वतंत्र, स्वनिर्भर हो गयी है वो,

अपने पैरों पर खरी आज कुछ कर दिखाने कि आशा लिए आगे बढ़ रही है वो |

है समय के चक्र के साथ चलना उसे,

सब रिश्ते नातों को छोड़ , अब किसी और की होना है उसे |

आज डोली में बैठ, इक नए सफ़र पर निकलना है उसे,

एक नही, अब दो-दो कुलों कि लाज रखनी है उसे |

आज एक नई ज़िन्दगी जीने जा रही है वो,

जीवनसाथी के हर किरदार को , पूरी शय से निभाने लगी है वो,

आँखों में नमी लिए, खुशियों कि आशा कर रही है वो ||

अब एक नई दुनिया के रंगों में घुल मिल गयी है वो,

एक नई ज़िन्दगी अब इस दुनिया में ला रही है वो |

जननी बन आज एक नये पौधे को सींचने जा रही हे वो,

जीवनदात्री बन जीवन के क्रम को आगे चला रही है वो ||

अपनी ज़िन्दगी सबके लिए जीती आई अब तक,

आज अपने अंश में ही अपना स्वरुप टटोल रही है वो,

खुद गर्मी झेल, अपने सीने की आह कि ठंडक उसे दे रही है वो |

अब जीवनकाल के आखिरी पराव कि ओर बढ़ रही है वो,

संजो रही है आज जीवनभर के हसीन पल वो |

आज हक़ है उसे इस जग कि सब खुशियाँ पाने का,

कभी बेटी, बेहेन, तो कभी पत्नी और माँ बन, सब कुछ निभा; आज खुद के लिए थोडा जीने का ||

पर आज जीवन के अंतिम क्षणों में,

जीवनसाथी का हाथ थामे, किसी गहरी सोच में है वो,

जीवन कि यादों को संजो, आज ख़ुशी से अलविदा कह रही है वो ....||

"Coz there's NO Title"

Things so Beautiful,things so charming,
Sitting on my table,n thoughts knitting at a rate so alarming.
         Raining heavily outside,in dese winters so chilling,
         Goose-bumps standing even when m not wishing...;p
With no title and subheading,
Why is the poem not ending!!!:?
          With the sleepy atmosphere growing,
           n in the thoughts so deep,is my pen swaying....
So many works in my mind to be completed,
Very many tasks set to be accomplished.
           With so many desires,
            and willingness to perspire,
            Many people inspire,
            Some may conspire,
            But the success of the great,I admire,
            And this worthy soul is set to go higher...
Can't go to thy grave, with music still in me,
Opening the shackles n be just me...
            Free to fly,
            Wanna go very high,
             I take a sigh,
             with the head held high...
There may be varying times,
when your strength may sublime,
When the things go wrong,
(as they sometimes will...)
I urge you to just be strong,
With nobody blaming thy destiny for long....
              Here i re quote the lines of William Jennings,
              Which are though simple, but have deep meaning--
"Destiny is not a matter of chance,it is a matter of choice.
It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved"
    
So thoughts getting woven endlessly,
Me in the chasm of reality nd practicality...
              Too much "thand" outside,
              With hands as cold as ice...


Again some music in my mind getting enchanted magically,
Me swaying in its symphonies and melody,
Now i must stop,else I'll keep on writing endlessly....
              Good bye friends and my few readers indeed,
              coz my thoughts may be meagre but i have no greed...
With lots of love and respect,
I say good bye to catch you in my writing coming next.....

Imprints of 2011 & a Vision for 2012

As the year 2011 ended with the tick-tock reaching 12am, there came a new beginning, a new start of a brighter and even more beautiful morning, another journey waiting for us to step in and enjoy being a part of it. Welcoming the new year with full excitement and enjoyment with friends (unforgettable late nyt masti in hostel...:):))...and wishes from all the near and dear ones, the just eloped year can still make me feel its imprints....

In remembrance of the past year(getng quite formal as if writng sm funeral notice...;p) wanna have a look of all the ups and downs that came. Relishing the superbly fantastic moments and forgetting all the grudges (though dont have any n dont even want to have as far as possibl...:P) and the so-called down moments of life, here comes the flashback....

As the year 2011 comes in mind,it brings many sweet memories of friends (all the way in the limelight) and family always with full support and love... 2nd and 3rd sem of B.Tech were a total fun time with friends becoming an inseparable part of life...Got a new class in mid of the year with hostel friends getting even more intimate.All the way round,it was fully rejoicing....:):)

Got a group.The so-called "8 WONDERS OF UCoE"(literally that means so...;D)....

Each one of the 8 girls is equally unique, superbly antique, smartly stupid, intelligently idiotic etc etc...Love you all guys...:):)

Now here's a prayer to God fr ths year nd for always(ignore the rhyming scheme...This is just an instant downpour of thoughts with no rhyming schemes matched)----

      "Give me peace n charm

        Give me delight, purity in soul

       that eternal happiness

       and your Might...

Satisfaction in terms I want myself to be satisfied

Clarity in thoughts

clarity in vision

Clarity of way i want

and the ultimate destination....

    open eyes

    clear mind

    simplicity n serenity in my heart.

Calm n composed self

grace n elegance in my works

Firmness in dicisions

Commitments to my self...

    Blessings of My God

    n Lap of My Lord

Showering on me the devine rays 

Showing me correct path to the cherished way....

  Carrying me to the zenieth along

  With delight in me for long...

The satisfaction of being your daughter

 with every second there n after...

     Make me limitless in my thoughts n mindset

     and the meagre boundries that we set...

Keeping me away from all the dirt

Making me your flawless daughter in this birth...

   Bring happiness ,delight n satisfaction in me

   that with your blessings I can fill the fragrance of life in your made beautiful world...

Give me life

Give me light,

Give me the graceful sight...

   Want your help at every end

    With me holding your finger every now n then...
Being a part of that sea that u created,

Being a small, always lit light....

I have that instilled light and power in me

Being ur daughter i can see...

   Give me clarity

   Give me life 

    coz i am your daughter 

and have this right....

  Just want to live the way its BEST for me

  Just want to live the way its BEST for me....."

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Lokpal or Jokepal

In its true terms, the Janlokpal is a whole-heartedly appreciable work started by Anna Hazare who is one of the very few activists who has captured attention of Indians across the globe.
Back to April 2011 till date,i suppose,Anna Hazare is able to make space in the first page columns of every newspaper...n m not speaking it in a sarcastic way.... In fact i respect Anna g,Arvind Kejriwal, Prashant Bhushan n Kiran Bedi for all the works they have been doing till date.
Excluding the plebiscite issue that came in limelight in d context of Bhushan,I personally appreciate there personalities n favour the Anti-Corruption Bill.
But the question is that the most channelized topic frm last 10 months and that is surely gng to make its way in the next year too, isn't it becoming a mimic in the hands of politicians!!!
Being a normal citizen of this country, I m really messed up with all the Y's and N's of both the sides.After all, at the end, it is we who are gng to njoy the benefits.!! But frankly, everyday new issues are coming up n just messing up the whole Bill.
Sometyms it is Digvijaya Singh's attack (betr to say UPA coz Rahul N Sonia r not behind...) on Anna nd the other tym its delay till winter session(though it has come n d bill has also come which exactly doesn't explains me nythng)...
Once it is "fast upto death" nd yet another tym it is allegations on the supporting activists...
Now we can even expect floats for quota in women's bill apart frm minority sections already asking provisions..:p...Still infinitely many debatable topics could be there....But ANTICORRUPTION remains somewhere in the background.
The best outcome has been that we as JANTA have becum aware nd the so-called mindset that "Nothing Can Change" atleast blurred( if not diminished..)
Further if a 74 year Anna can take up a bill that was gathering dust in the piled up files of govt offices, then why can't we (the Youth of India) do nything??!!
M not asking nyone to come out on roads if u are not interested, its just that Nothing Is Impossioble....

Life

Life's a gift, a glorious gift. But one to be used ,not an ornament to put on a high shelf in case it gets cracked. This gift comes wrapped in many layers of paper. To peel off the layers is to go asking questions ,to keep seeking the truth.Every new layer is anew discovery - science, music, art or anything you like. 
With each new layer we get closer to the heart of it all, to the very truth about life, and at the centre is the SOUL.